Ramadhan mubarak friends!~

Tuesday 14 December 2010

motivation.

So, whenever I need to boost up my motivation, I listen to this song. The Climb by Miley Cyrus.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkwU92ak07Q

Makes me realise that I am my own worst enemy and the only thing that need changing is my own thoughts. I guess you have to keep on saying 'I CAN' to yourself until you live the word, you breath the word.

Planning to finish typing up my SSC by tomorrow the latest so that I will have two days to play around (read: doing something beneficial but just non-medics things :p) before going to London.
Really looking forward to the holidays!


Quotes I got from the IMAM YG today which makes my heart tremble a bit.

"Perkara yang paling aku menyesal sekali dalam sehari ialah apabila terbenamnya matahari, umurku berkurang tetapi amalku tidak bertambah." Ibnu Mas'ud

Ok, will update again later.
Mari sama-sama menjaga masa dengan bersungguh-sungguh.
:)

Sunday 5 December 2010

T.T

INSAF.

Harus kuat.

Time to grow up!
(kali ke brape ckp dah tah)

Friday 3 December 2010

heh?

  • Being an expert in hiding your feelings is not a good thing.
  • Crying for no particular reasons- is that even normal?
  • Black. Blank.
  • What is normal again?
  • Its so frustrating when you cant figure yourself out.
  • oh so dramatic
  • This kind of thing only happens when you are not that close to Allah. Is that true?
  • I am only human.
  • Ok. bye.

Ugly

Kadang-kadang ujian datang berganti-ganti... Lepas satu dugaan, datang yang kedua. Belum selesai yg kedua, ujian ketiga menyusul..

Sometimes I just can't cope at all.. my heart is broken, exploded, crushed, bruised and no I'm not even exaggerating.

I need a shoulder to cry on, a hug, to be acknowledged, someone who listens without being judgmental, and the one who shall hear me to the point where I started to be rational after all the emotional talks I've made. And most importantly, prayers....

I never intended to hurt others, nor did I plan to do so. But that's what I do best.