The fragile human

We do stupid things in life. Things we wished we could undo. We make mistakes in life. Ever so often. These seems like awful things that we should avoid doing but actually they are the ones that keep us grounded. Grounded to the fact that we humans are just...weak. Fragile. Imperfect. And to me, most importantly, when these kind of things happen, it brings me back to the reality that I am in need of Allah at all time.

Whats been said and whats been done is in the past. But the future is yet to come and all are in the hands of Allah. Not knowing what the future holds for you is scary. However, knowing that you could ask for the best from Allah and being able to accept that whatever is planned for you is the best that you could get, makes it less scary. I am thankful to Allah for this belief. Somehow it makes me feel at ease. Secured.

I did something stupid.

I don't regret it.

Its the new year!

ok. my new year's resolutions.

• work hard!
• work hard!
• work hard!
• work hard!
• work exxxtraaa hard!

... than last year. ok itu aje.

Selamat mengharungi 2011 semua~learn from the past and continue living forward. Semoga sentiasa diberi petunjuk oleh Allah untuk mengharungi liku-liku kehidupan yang akan datang.

take care!

:D

ps. oh ye, just watched 3 idiots and it turned out to be so good so i just have to recommend it here. It's inspiring in its own way (with just enough humor, hee). so do watch guys!

motivation.

So, whenever I need to boost up my motivation, I listen to this song. The Climb by Miley Cyrus.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkwU92ak07Q

Makes me realise that I am my own worst enemy and the only thing that need changing is my own thoughts. I guess you have to keep on saying 'I CAN' to yourself until you live the word, you breath the word.

Planning to finish typing up my SSC by tomorrow the latest so that I will have two days to play around (read: doing something beneficial but just non-medics things :p) before going to London.

Really looking forward to the holidays!

Quotes I got from the IMAM YG today which makes my heart tremble a bit.

"Perkara yang paling aku menyesal sekali dalam sehari ialah apabila terbenamnya matahari, umurku berkurang tetapi amalku tidak bertambah." Ibnu Mas'ud

Ok, will update again later.

Mari sama-sama menjaga masa dengan bersungguh-sungguh.

:)

T.T

INSAF.

Harus kuat.

Time to grow up!

(kali ke brape ckp dah tah)

heh?

• Being an expert in hiding your feelings is not a good thing.
• Crying for no particular reasons- is that even normal?
• Black. Blank.
• What is normal again?
• Its so frustrating when you cant figure yourself out.
• oh so dramatic
• This kind of thing only happens when you are not that close to Allah. Is that true?
• I am only human.
• Ok. bye.

Ugly

Kadang-kadang ujian datang berganti-ganti... Lepas satu dugaan, datang yang kedua. Belum selesai yg kedua, ujian ketiga menyusul..

Sometimes I just can't cope at all.. my heart is broken, exploded, crushed, bruised and no I'm not even exaggerating.

I need a shoulder to cry on, a hug, to be acknowledged, someone who listens without being judgmental, and the one who shall hear me to the point where I started to be rational after all the emotional talks I've made. And most importantly, prayers....

I never intended to hurt others, nor did I plan to do so. But that's what I do best.

Broken Bones

assalamu'alaikum~~ asma` & xati.. it's been awhile since I could post anything here. Ada la several attempts, but ended up doing something else. I've even finished my pediatrics posting pun! :p sorry~ my bad..

the thing is.. lots of things happened and I didn't know how to cramp all those in just a page (alasan).

Can I start all over again? I mean I've lost the momentum obviously so I definitely need some time to reprogram everything in my head.. or my soul? astaghfirullah, astaghfirullah. macam dah berkarat je. huhu.

okie dokie tomorrow is the beginning of my new posting - ORTHOPEDICS weeeee! (urm, honestly I'm not into bones sgt, but still.. ilmu kan..)

right now I'm flipping through Dr Imran's note on Orthopedics.. reviews said it's pretty good so I thought I'd give it a try. Just pray that my brains can accommodate all of the important infos and not drained anywhere else.

semoga sihat2 semuanya ya~ Allahu yusallimukum inshaAllah..